wHiSpErS oF ThE MiNd

can you believe it?! i just viewed 127 profiles from my highschool… ~_~;;;

I AM NOT PREGNANT NOR DO I HAVE A LOVE CHILD! O_o;;;

ive been looking forward to my singapore trip for months but lo and behold, it never crossed my mind that ill hear rumors about me there… whoa! i feel like a hollywood star! hehehe

i didnt know how to react but after a sec or so i laughed out loud i almost fell from the bench i was sitting on ( for real! )! it was the silliest thing ive ever heard! i guess it’s better that than dead or dying… hahahaha

so, to those who spread the rumors, eat your hearts out!

good or bad publicity is still publicity.. i guess i havent lost my touch yet… my life is still talked about… and a lot of people still hate me hahaha ^_~;;;

it doesnt matter… life’s a bitch after all… but i love it! ^_^

ok ok ok!!! i am back!!!! i was a bit out of focus and off-balanced, focusing on not so important events but now i am back on track! enough of those late-nights and back to my main goal: TO FINISH MY THESIS so that i can get the hell outta here!

i was, once again, overly in-love with love…all googly-eyed and yuckily mushy! but one-month of lapse in better judgement is over and I AM BACK!!! no more tears….

i can do this…

ok ok ok…i am not good in keeping blogs but as i lay wide awake in bed i made this list and thought it was funny…just wanna share a few…

A lot of us gurls get really confused especially when a certain guy is so nice to us…since I have nuttin better to do ive decided to make my own checklist…some of which is from one of my fave books…

He’s just not that into you if he’s:

     1. not asking for your digits…

     2. not calling you…

     3. not asking you out…

     4. not mingling with your friends…

     5. not asking how your day went…

     6. not holding your hand when you’re out…

     7. not showing you off to his friends…

     8. telling you stories about his trysts with other gurls…

     9. not keen on meeting your family…

    10. not telling you he’s interested…

    11. not sleeping with you…

    12. allergic to the three lil words: "i love you"…

    13. not asking you to stay…

sad but true…

comments, suggestions, queries, violent reactions and the like are always welcome… ^_^;;;

life was a whole lotta easier when we were so much younger! we all get giddy and excited when this time of the year comes because once again it would mean loads of goodies and surprises for us! lotsa toys, chocolates and food! everything was simple…small things make us happy ( well, big gifts make us even happier! hehehe )…when asked what we want for christmas we immediately say TOYS!!!

but now, ive been contemplating on this for a week in the lab…i asked almost everyone the same question and all of them seemed to pause for sometime then would say that they couldnt give me an answer…even asked my lil bratty sis! (hehehe) and she couldnt give an answer that can satisfy my curiousity as to what other people want this year for christmas…

what is my grown-up christmas wish, u may ask? honestly…i do not know…

i want a lot of things for myself this year but if asked what is that one specific wish id want to come true…i cannot seem to pick one from the loooooooooong list that i have…

life gets more and more complicated as years pass us by…even on christmas day…

noone in this world can dictate to you where you can be happy…if you know where and what it is, GO FOR IT! … happiness comes from within, not from someone else…

always tell someone how you feel…mean what you say and say what you mean even when it is hard coz opportunities are lost in a blink of an eye but regrests can last a whole lifetime…

the reason we refuse to let go of a person we love is because we are afraid to be alone…but if that person doesnt love us, than being with him doesnt make any difference…we would have someone beside us but still be alone … the real essence of a relationship lies in the basic foundations of love that is shared by two and not just felt by one… it is in giving and not in taking that we experience the real meaning of love… it is in loving and not in wanting to be loved in return that we find real happiness…

more to come…

tell me your friends and i’ll tell you who you are…

love them and leave them aka player: it is not always the case but this friend has had her take in relationships…she’s been through a lot and i mean  A LOT… but still she holds her head up high and never regretted a single thing in what she’s done…sowing any wild oaths? hm…makes me wonder…are you safe?! hahahaha nevertheless, if i need the brutal truth i come running to her… she’s one friend who will never tell you what you WANT to hear but instead tells you what you NEED to hear…

the martyr aka stupid: we’ve said our piece to this one explicitly but she just walked all over us on it…a masochist by heart…i think her motto’s ‘better suffer than be single’…one word, dear friend: BULLSHIT! hahaha at time’s people misunderstand the way she talks, sees things and attitude but in all fairness to this one, in all the years that i’ve known her we had not a single fight…

shy but not so aka flirt: if you look at her she seems like the type of gurl who’s so maria clara…then again, didnt maria clara fall for ibarra?…she gets wound up whenever she doesnt have a "boylet"…she has to have one all the time and asap! but still, she’s single….she has loads of loads to spare, hence, the constant need for a guy textmate…oh well…to each his own, right? dont you get tired, though? don’t go searching for love…it will come to you…patience is a virtue you do not have… however, whenever you need to talk to someone, she may not have the right things to say but she will just listen to you which for me helps a thousand fold…

quiet but settled: a smile is enough and a joke even corny ones go a long way with this one…maybe that’s why among all of us she’s the happiest with her beau…she’s a beauty, simplified…

tomboyish no more: among all of us i think this one’s the most responsible … she’s willing to sacrifice her own happiness for a greener pasture and i applaude her for that…now, all the hardword is paying off…not only does she have a career she also has a boyfriend to share it with…though, i think she mentioned boyfriends?! O_o;;;

sometimes i wonder why am i friends with these people? why do we click? do we have anything in common at all?

someone once told me that your friends are the family you choose…i beg to differ, i think, my friends are given to me just like my real family…it is not a choice but an appointment….

my friends and i may not always see eye-to-eye but we love and treasure each other dearly…we may be obtuse but we are right… ^_~

here’s to the rollercoaster years we’ve had and may we grow more fond of each other as times move forward…

feel free to give your comments or any violent reactions will be welcome too :/

the difference between letting go and giving up…

letting go: sacrificing what was rightfully yours

giving up: forgetting what was never yours

hm….i am still contemplating if i concur …

five simple rules to be happy:

1. free your heart from hatred

2.free your mind from worries

3. live simply

4. give more

5. expect less

my exams’ just around the corny and i feel like i am going into battle without any ammo….i’m dead…